By Bernadette Massiah

DIVERSITY is the growth of what Canada is to date.

PEOPLE CHANGE as they grow, for better or for worse from what they see, and how they are treated. Most have faith that their sons and daughters as they grow will have the courage to realize that real strength does not belong in numbers, but rather with the one/ or ones who stand up for truth, right, and justice.

Shorter or longer life who knows?

THIS IS not about race; we are in this fight together. The rules are simple, if you are not vaccinated, has a job, and must be among the public get the vaccine, be tested and quarantine, or prepare to lose your job; wear your mask and gloves if the case maybe.

THOSE STANDING to protest against vaccine, is guilty of sabotage against their own health, because when a system is over crowded, and the workers are burnt out, care received is not (quality) at its best, leading to death. People are dying daily not only due to this virus but will be if they cannot get life saving surgery. The medical system with its team of scientist have done the best they could to come up with a solution that is not full proof but is helping to alleviate the severe symptoms associated with this virus. Those standing with the protesters who are not native Canadians, Citizens, or Immigrants of this country–Canada is destroying our home. From actions not instigating peace but rather conflicts leading to separating of families and friends.

THERE IS a scripture at Luke 14:28 that asks, “Who of you who want to build a tower does not first sit down and calculate the expense to see if he has enough to complete it?”

TO THE ORGANIZERS, have you people give thought as to bathroom breaks, food, and weather conditions before your undertaking this task of invading Ottawa?

WRITTEN AS confirmed, “some convoy protesters harassed and pressured workers of a local shelter, the Shepherds of Good Hope for food.” What is being observed in the capital, is disgraceful–the noise, the filth (defecating on property), the congestion–are actions expected from unruly children, lacking understanding. Just as respect for freedom of speech that is given comes with restrictions, so it is with respecting the facility, home or country of others. Given access into your home does not give the person/ or persons the right to do as they please. As Prime Minister Justin Trudeau says, “Freedom of expression, association, and assembly are corner stone of democracy, but Nazi symbolism, racist imagery, defecation of memorials is not, it is an insult to memories.”

TO THE TRUCKERS, some of you may not have a job to go to as did express by some. But those who live here and have a job and who may be suffering from insomnia need to get to their place of employment or perform from home, is not being able to function properly due to your disruptive behavior.

YOU HAD your time, your say. You need to take your concerns to your companies, for it takes TWO to make things work. It is time to leave peacefully allowing Canadians to get back to their lives.

LOVE UPBUILDS and take hold of its responsibilities moving to peace.

Those who disagree with me may leave a comment.

Video Clip, Quotes are from Global News – Sean Boynton



HAD A DAY that kept me back and fort with thoughts I had rather not dealt with.  Living in an apartment, those around seem to be out to kill me if not send me crazy.  And their intention I intend to fight for as long as the good Lord gives me the strength to wake each day.

Each word I write, each good intention to help those unaware of the psychotic game some are playing, they put a wall that I must jump.  I am working at getting my book out; a newfound career, but even as I try to push start my goal, I must deal with some who fear the truth of what I share will expose them for what they are—serum suckers and executioners of the poor.

THE REASON I take my thoughts to paper is so that what I say impresses upon my heart what I mean to say; my editing is done to perfect clarity of what was said for my readers understanding.  The second reason is to avoid conflicts of those who walk in the footsteps of the father of lies—Satan—who some still deny exist.  An angel who is capable of projections and an invader of the mind; some stands fearful of losing status by not telling the truth.  Those knowing this fact—lies—draws a crowd, money, and fame.  And those of weak minds will continue to be governed by the ruler of lies—Satan, for a time.

For it is written at 1 Timothy 5:24 as it is also stated: there is no secret hidden that will not be revealed in time.

MY WISH is that Until My Dying Day will encourage those that read its content to stand up for truth; will be enlighten from its content as they look within themselves to see, to find their own creative abilities.


WE ARE ALL leaders in our own domain.  However, not all are or can be business owners.  To be a business owner calls for many skill sets, especially in times like this.  Therefore, though you may be a jack of all trades, not a master of one there are many things to consider before jumping ahead.

BUSINESS SKILLS                           Versus DOMAIN OWNERSHIP             

Computer skillsBasic
Sales and MarketingLimited to extent
Purchasing skillsLimited
Motivational speakerMay or may not have skill
Accounting basic to extentBasic to extent
Reads lots of business booksReads less or more
Knowledge of hazardous addon toolsBasic to none
Consider what sets you apart

WITH THESE differences many who find themselves wanting to follow in the footsteps of their neighbor—Jack—needs to consider their resources and skills by asking questions that get to the core of their reason.

Is it because where I am at presently?  Perhaps you have outgrown your position and sees the boss incompetent for the growth of the company. 

Or you are tired of being bossed around?  If that’s the case, keep in mind while things may be at an advantage for your neighbor—Jack, it may not be an advantage for you.

A recent survey of American employees’ shows half of 2,000 employed Americans found 59 percent have contemplated quitting their jobs to have a letter of resignation written, but haven’t followed through with sending it to management. 

“”The common reasons are finding a new job that offers better pay (57%), better work/life balance (58%) and better working conditions (54%)””

 LOOK AT SOME service web sites, and you will notice the amount of advertisement for the same product.  Some of these business owners you will find fair in their cost could charge more, but don’t, because they are in business not only for the money, but sincerely to provide a service dear to their heart. Making this scriptural truth factual: There is more happiness in giving than there is in receiving.

While others, whether their work is excellent or bad, their cost is astronomical.  They are the ones in business for the money, and don’t really care about customer satisfaction.  Some of those you will find do business in a deceitful manner.  Knowing how to dodge the law of conducting business, and lawyers that cleverly write their contracts.  And with the courts you’ll find, some judges like the underhanded business owners don’t give a fair judgement.

Business owners are stressed; time, money, and effort not being paid off brings a new problem onto society—mental confusion with psychotic behavior.

KEEP in mind although we are all leaders and owners of our domain, not all are cut out to be business owners.

Written by Bernadette Massiah

January 29, 2022.

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Train a child from infancy so when he grows old he will remember!

ONCE a child, I thought as a child, played, and made cranks on others as a child; those days gone with remembrance of lessons learnt.  Now, I speak to you from this position of higher intellect.

We are here to be taught and to teach. 

TECHNOLOGY has opened a New World.  More than before many have become creative in the way of conducting and doing business.  Technology has allowed for the freedom of information and the opportunity to nurture empathy.  However, with this newfound freedom comes intrusion into our lives not expected.  Social sites and businesses are hacked into, and personal information gather leaves some vulnerable to the lazy one’s way of manipulation to feed off one’s (my) hard work.  A business by the wiser as they recruit and train those eager for wealth and fame. 

CHILDREN around the world are raised differently—no doubt, however there’s a few fundamentals that must be instill within a child as they grow. They are: To greet each day with appreciation giving thanks to God.  Not to speak to strangers.  Saying thank you to those that give. To knock before entering a room.  To show respect with the words please or may I. To be content working with what they have.  And to work for what they need.  With these fundamentals the world will be a better place.  Teach them not to allow the dishonesty of others to push them to do the same.

 For the day of defrauding is soon ending and those caught in it’s trap will perish.

IT IS TIME credit be given where it is due.  A person who does not take his responsibilities seriously is one who looks for clutches.  Someone to blame for his/or her poverty in life.  The Government cannot be blame for everything; for the systems in place that gives financial aid, should be sufficient once each one keeps a simple eye.  For greed is what stabs all over in pain.

 Each one makes mistakes and that includes a group, an organization, and a people.  As, each need to look past the failure or injustice done by their peers by showing better judgement in situations.  This should not be in the case where a group, an organization or a people injustice is seen towards an individual.  The support of those who can see the disadvantage of such groups needs to step in, with support in helping to bring about the change/or changes fighting for.

Appreciation for social sites (as an example Facebook) that allows for the share of our voices, organization, and fight for equality be given an applaud. 

Regardless of age, and intelligence some of us daily fight a battle against those in certain position for our survival.  I speak from experience.  It is not mentally easy when innocent of the wicked deeds of others.  Our struggles and pain tell us we are alive.  For an enemy does not pursue some one dead.

 I am alive!

PARENTS, if you an adult are experiencing difficulties imagine what your little ones are going through.  Communicate with them and draw them to God’s way of handling situations in a manner that shows kindness and exercises justice. 

Teach them to speak out and stand firm against violence as you show them that example.  Children as do adults look to others for inculcated examples.  Unfortunately, some children do not filter out the bad examples, and depends on the age of the child the bad ones leave an impression.

Teach them that the risks they take will come with consequences.  We must take risks in our lives, but to use logic.

A reminded thought from Swami Vivekananda I once read when taking risks is this: If they should win, they can lead; if they should lose, they can guide.

Therefore, there is no shame, as we are here to learn and grow from our experiences.

WE are like flowers that beautify a garden, however, not all can thrive together in one place.  To maintain survival and growth some must be separated as too much sunlight or water will destroy them.  So, it is with humankind in the sense of growth.  Some of us need to be among others like our selves seeking knowledge to know the whys and how something applies to (each one of) us.

Remember the days of your youth to now a woman, a mother, or a man, a husband.  Don’t look back at what should have been done to make you a better person because no matter the teaching, in the end the choice was yours to make.  To walk back is to never move forward.  A person can only look back to change what is in the present.  We, each has made mistakes, and had each the knowledge that is now available better decisions, better choices would have been made.  Some of us would not have been so comfortable in our privileged, access, and benefits that desensitize the cry of the oppress from our ears to assist in their survival. 

NOW is the time, although things may look bleak, for us to use the resources at hand for peace, growth, and prosperity.  Act as mature adults using technology in the way it is meant to be used, to move each other forward.

Written by Bernadette Massiah

Dated: 2022-01-18


For the one that does not practice mercy will have his judgment without mercy. Mercy exults triumphantly over judgment.


on narcissism I was moved to look into the meaning of different kinds of love and how one tend to express them in real life circumstances.

the six stems from love’s root are first being the primary Love and is defined as: An intense feeling of fondness or attraction deeper and stronger than liking, especially when associated with a romantic or sexual attachment to someone; that’s love’s meaning.  From that emotion comes the other six listed below.  Agapic love which comes from the Greek word a-gápe

  1. Agapic love: A secondary type of brotherly love that is altruistic and selfless and is a combination of erotic love and storgic love.
  2. Erotic love: A primary type of love that is passionate and erotic being rooted in sexual attraction
  3. Ludic Love: A primary type of love that is playful and flirtatious
  4. Manic Love: A secondary form of love that is obsessive and/or possessive, often being associate with jealousy and is a combination of erotic love and ludic love,
  5. Pragmatic love: A secondary type of love that is practical and utilitarian and is a combination of Ludic love and storgic love.
  6. Storgic love: A primary type of love that is friendly/affectionate and is based on caring and nurturing.

We are born with the ability and the need to give love and as we give, we also yearn the feeling of it from others.  Some who have been hurt in the past will only go to a certain degree in expressing this emotion.  A degree that will not make them venerable to really express their true self as their emotion are hidden behind their shyness to express themselves or fear of being emotionally hurt again.  On the other hand, some will express this emotion by aggression, which stems from jealousy of the person they deeply care for whose interest in them is not of the same.  This emotional aggression leads them to playful mental games, that leads to personal possession—in their mind—for the other person who may or may not have the notion of the narcissist intension; could care less of what his/or her goals are.  Possessed by their own[Manic, Ludic and Erotic love] emotions for the other person, their mental state becomes fogged to understanding the damage their action/s causes the other, and so they continue in their world consumed with ideas of revengeful actions to get the other to succumb to their manipulation to the point of receiving sexual gratification from their subject/victim—who were less the wiser to seeing their intended fall.

Most…if not all churches teaches their congregation to have the type of love Jesus has for his followers, that is called Agapic, which comes from the Greek word a-gápe.  This type of love is altruistic and selfless, passionate, friendly, and affectionate.  However, Agapic love can be challenging not only because of our imperfection but lack of being balance with and in our emotions.

To explain…if one is not emotionally strong with the emotions that over comes them, they could fall into temptation by committing the sexual act with the one attracted to.  When one is in their emotion, meaning, to be in one’s total state of consciousness, then they are strong to not be overcome by their sexual attraction that pushes to commit the sexual act.

In the case of a narcissists although having some mental understanding of his/or her actions that is damaging, even though he/or she has embodied their victim, without the victim’s self-awareness of the force actuating their mind moving to act out of character, the narcissist wins by the victim’s actions.  In the sense that what quote the elite-class unquote in society concludes as actions not professional—damages the victim’s opportunity within society—judges, that are ignorant of a behavior and if not wise to look at the actions leading up to the victim’s cruel act, puts them away, locked up in a world they do not belong.

Leaves to think how many within the systems that write, implement, and run these organization are narcissist.  One’s who take the power granted to them misuses it by their unbalance ruling or to satisfy their ego by their display of power to save or destroy.

To understand the stems of love, one will be able to form genuine relationships that are healthy.  For knowledge appropriately apply saves life. 

There is a saying that there is someone in this world that is meant for another, and it is only a matter of time before a narcissist finds a love that was meant for them.  

Written by: Bernadette Massiah.


Climate change is one area where there’s a real dialogue in working together.

Today we are moving from a history of theory and practice in personal growth and challenge to a responsible consideration of social change.  The challenge of this New Age lies in a process of transforming fear—which means we must face our responsibility, or flee from our responsibility—and we have no room for thought, we have to face our responsibility where climate change is concern.  We must turn our suspicions into trust between people, and this can be done through a process of re-education of people, beginning with modeling of new forms of government leadership.

In the Transformation as Sandbox Syndromes, in Gary’s opinion, “conditions do not need to be changed, people do.  The proper task is for people to adjust themselves to their environment to the extent they can accept them and not be distracted by them to the extent they can fuse facts and value through acceptance.”  We have got to change the way we had always done things such as the way our diseased, deceased are buried, our reduction of carbon emission, our overuse of energy, and our callous attitude towards the environment in whole.  The Greeks have a notion of how people bring about their own destruction and that is by overstepping limits; this notion stands correct in our day, we have overstepped our limits, and change needs to be done now.


Kerry’s mission ‘“As President Joe Biden’s top international climate official, is to convince China to abandon coal as a power source and go carbon neutral by 2060.  ‘”We have an opportunity to have positive impact in Glasgow, but it really depends on choices at this point that China makes because we’ve made our choice,” Kerry said. “President Biden has put America on a course to have 50-56% reduction,” of carbon emission relative to 2005 levels by 2030”’  Biden’s own decarbonization goal has not yet been met.

President Trudeau at the Nations climate summit COP26 conference meeting has announced that he was cutting subsidies that help oil and natural gas companies operate and expand outside Canada by the end of next year.  The US, New Zealand and Costa Rica are also among a total of 24 countries signing the international statement of taking such action.  Will their commitment fail or succeed by 2050 deadline is to be seen.

Impact of climate change from 2010 to now have seen millions die from hurricanes, earthquakes and diseases and hunger.

Climate impacts-infographics-2018


Humanity future survival has tipped—on the scales of balance—to the point, where everything is at stake if leaders do not take Climate actions.  ‘“The unhealthy choices that are killing our planet are killing our people as well,” said Dr. Maria Neira, director of Public Health and Environment at World Health organization.”’

Research source CBC News and CNN.



October 13, 2021

THOUGHT BROADCAST DELUSION…it is a delusion that one’s thoughts are being disseminated in a way that enable others to know them. 

Why I choose to address this topic has to do with conversations from some and my own circumstances who have been under the watchful eyes of others, as one would an animal.  Confused are those who have sensed their thoughts from the actions of others to be know are told that they are or is delusional; is far from the truth? Individuals who think that their thoughts are being disseminated are in fact not delusional as have been told by a psychiatrist or an acquaintance.  Such ones have not study man’s spirituality or has not lived long to gain the experiences of their patients.  Not only does our spirituality play a role, but from the mind games of the watcher, he or she is over a time, able to predict their subject’s thoughts; therefore, manipulating circumstances around them that will cause seen actions from others as their thoughts being disseminated.

Whether written or in one’s subconscious, the watcher can hack into both files.


THE SUBJECT THOUGHTS are his own and this fact told as a belief, that no one knows our thoughts but God, is not conclusive, as the God of this system can manipulate our thoughts by presentation of situation that leads one to act in the watcher’s best interest; such seen action by the subject he/she feels their thoughts are being disseminated.  This is also true for the person’s physical files where their thoughts are written.  By computer hack or home invasion information is taken and used to manipulate situations that best suites the watcher.

Now, unless the subject is mentally aware he or she will think to be, and treated by a psychiatrist as, and conclude by others, that they are delusional when in fact they are only ignorant of their spirituality and the invader—watcher’s manipulation.


TO BE AWARE is liken to a person speaking to you.  You observe their eye contact; body [movement] language; facial expression; comments they ignore to respond too.  When aware you learn a lot about a person, the same goes for your environment.  When you neglect to pay attention you will miss the clandestine actions of others towards you—actions, that will move you to react in their best interest than your own.  And this is what the watcher wants.  Of course, there are names for the watcher such as Narcissist, Psychopath and madman/crazy as they are others as we come together from different parts of the world.  However, not to miss my point we need more than before, now in this 20th century to be aware of our surroundings and those we daily interact with, for their actions whether instigated by the watcher or them acting out what they read from an Author’s work or view on television can have an impact on our physical body and mental state, and the only way of staying fit is to become awake, and choose your battle.  YOU ARE NOT DELUSIONAL AS WERE TAUGHT!

I ONCE READ, “ Kindness has many open positions and there is no competition.”  Apply Kindness to an open position today.

Writen by Bernadette Massiah.


In this world we now live, much different from a few years gone, imbued from conditions that have concerned me greatly, this post is written.

Over the years climate change has risen to concerns that saw the beginning of a movement started with Greta Thunberg from Sweden; acknowledge by the G7, UN committee. However, not much has been done to stop the actions producing climate change within our world. There is no doubt that each one of us is responsible, however, some ignore their responsibility. So much so, that the continuation of excessive automobile use, discarded chemical waste that contaminates our rivers and drinking water, pesticides over-use on our farms, improper burial of the dead coupled by leader’s inability to use logic is unequivocal actions that has warmed the atmosphere, the oceans, and the land. Actions, if not changed will be irreversible.

Justin Trudeau in a tweet dated August 15, stated, “As we rebuild from a once-in-a-century crisis, this is our generation’s time to take actions and change things for the better.” Is this his way of putting the weight on the shoulders of the young? For changes to come leaders have to take actions with the words they use, in short walk the talk. Monkey see monkey do is a fact that works. Without sight of good leadership, a majority don’t follow.

This year alone we have seen a pandemic of COVID 19, risen temperatures, floods much higher, wildfires in many parts of the world out of control; causes of worldwide disasters as people lose their wealth, health, and life. Disasters that were once rare have now become commonplace and will be worse in the future, unless we put our minds and hearts together, instead of selfish wants that will not see a better future for the upcoming generation. The pushing ahead for fame and fortune many will not be able to enjoy because of poor health.

This will lead to massive emissions of greenhouse gases, which will cause the yield of vegetables to fall, and this will be varied between factors of water shortage and less filter age of the sun’s rays. Torrential rains, droughts, and uncontrol fires will result because of increased heat waves and lack of water. The melting of permafrost which contains organic matter of dead plants, animals, and humans deep-freezed for thousands of years. Once the frost thaw and the remains decay, this will lead to further emissions of greenhouse gases, carbon dioxide, and methane into our atmosphere; breathe in, and mixes with our blood, it inhibits the blood’s ability to carry oxygen to body tissues including vital organs such as our heart and brain, producing heart failure and brain damage.
With regards to our food, a rise in carbon dioxide in our climates will increase some crops, such as rice, soybean, and wheat. However, weather changes will impact the growing seasons of specific crops. Flooding as an example of season change, will see a decrease in some crops and will cause more to grow and purchase. These changes will force scientists to figure out new ways of producing more food. However, by the time they come up with a new way, will it be advantageous?

Throughout the centuries man has not come to the realization that what they keep doing, from the improper burial of the dead, is in effect producing stronger and bigger Superbugs; strains of bacteria, viruses, parasites, and fungi that are resistant to most of the antibiotics and other medications commonly used to treat the infections that they cause. Each year, superbugs infect more than 2 million people and kill at least 23,000 people nationwide. Because of their immunity to antibiotics, it becomes vital to take precautions to prevent them from spreading diseases.

24-72 hours after death the internal organs decompose
3-5 days after death the body starts to bloat and blood containing foam leaks from the mouth and nose.
8-10 days after death the body turns from green to red as the blood decomposes and the organs in the abdomen accumulate gas. Several weeks after death the nails and teeth fall out.
1 month after death the body starts to liquefy.

Decomposition varies due to weather, temperature, moisture, PH, and oxygen level.

All living things feed on what they need to survive. When we eat of each, we digest the nutrition’s from that which we eat. From improper burial of our diseased dead, food is given to the plants and animals we have all along been feeding on for survival.
The way in which a diseased body is buried protects our health and the planet. As the diseased body begins further decay after burial, maggots take over. The maggot’s food for survival are injured animals, fruits, and rotten vegetables. As they survive, they are carriers of the diseased decomposed body consumed. The diseased they carry gets on to a living host, that one carries the diseased—the chain continues. All animals eat maggots, this includes chicken—when maggots are available to them, birds, and animals. The soil from which our foods are grown if not treated properly are carriers of contaminated nutrients [most don’t realize.]
Agriculture specialists work hard to produce stronger, more disease-resistant, and higher-yield crops. Unfortunately, with science comes concerns over genetically modified foods and the effect such foods will have on the human body over time.
Climate change has already impacted our food supply; time will tell how much for the better or worse.

Carbapenem-Resistant Enterobacteriaceae (CRE): is a family of bacteria that are typically found in our stomachs, but some of these bacteria can cause life-threatening blood infections and are resistant to all antibiotics.
Multidrug-Resistant Acinetobacter: Acinetobacter baumannii is the superbug strain of this bacteria and it can be found in soil and water and on the skin. It develops a resistance to antibiotics more quickly than other bacteria and is most common in hospitals.

Now, I am not professing to know it all, or even a scientist to which I speak, this is just my thoughts expressed from observation of leaders and quote-on-quote professionals who in my belief, should change their way of doing things, instead of like children experimenting with lives.
As previously stated, each one of us has the responsibility to take part in the upkeep of our home—this planet we share, or those who have or are trying to achieve fame and fortune will not be able to enjoy it when achieved.

Research from
Microbiology Today:
Compound Interest:
Enki village:


Conflicts are like an onion’s layers, once removed we get to the real cause of a problem.

I am one who loves to read, always seeking knowledge to enhance my intellect. This blog is created so you and I through conversations of all topics will find common ground in peace and a better understanding of ourselves and this world.

My names are Bernadette Marlene Massiah a religious evangelist working towards the good of all.  Born in Guyana, and raised a Catholic, I left my native land immigrating to Canada in 1975.  My journey abroad and in Canada working in sales and an achiever of top sales representative for Canada and the United States; earned me me a five-star diamond pin.   My travels allowed the meeting of different nationalities getting familiar with different cultures. 

Throughout my journey, and experiences my intention is to encourage, enlighten and up build in hope that our dialogue will help each other to renew our self taught, rebuild from our dreams, and replenish our energies as we live better lives.